From the recording When My Words Run Dry, Demos
Lyrics
How many times?
How many times did I try?
Countless hours and lies
You can't seem to leave behind
Yeah, back then I was crashing on you
Crashing on you, tragic ain't it?
Yeah, so, so unfair
Feelings never shared
When things are going well
You would help me love myself
Bad times drag me back through hell
I can only be myself
Ooo ooo
Ooo
Oh I can only be myself
Said something dumb, I was meaning well
Made apologies that I can't, that I can't
That I can't keep track of
How many times? (I can't)
How many times did I try? (Oh, I don't know)
Countless hours and lies
You can't seem to leave behind